And today it's already 17th of July, sucks, I hate every July ): It's like every time every year I'm also sad at this period. D:

And yes, so.. I've got my braces about a month ago, well, at first it was not good ): Ulcers everywhere in da mouth LOL I hate it sho much.

But it's already been a month, so, this is the recent me. Any changes? :D

Oh and the results, sucks, well, have to brush up tho. HMM sad case.

Love life?

Sometimes it feels lonely, but sometimes you feel good (:

When you have nobody to love. LOL

That day I was stupid, jealous.

But and then I realized he never belonged to me right?

He's not even my bf LOL.

And we're just friends.

So why shud I care.

And he loves her too.

I'm just another fool.

Once, a fool.

But now I AM STRONG AND BEAUTIFUL.

Hello peeeeeps, it's been a very very long time since my last update, right? See, it's already May O_O And it's the first day of the hols already, today ):

Well, sorry, I have to much things to busy, like exams and emo-ing, too much, just TOO MUCH.

The results? Urgh, forget about it, somebody effected me during the week, sooooo it's not as good as the March one ): This is soooo sad.

Movie with the 4Axiao yesterday, the movie I've been waiting, KUNG FU PANDA 2.

Omg awesome movieeeee, but the first episode was better :x

And the most awesome thing is,

You get to see the baby version of Po, the panda :P

Cute right cute right?

Ush ush, nice crazy day with Jieying, Yiwei, Angel, Sushan, Tongxin, Kuanjun, Zhenming, Bryan, Boonhaw, Jizhun, and the late one, Derrick a.k.a Gourick :P

Like this pic (;

Ohkay, obsessed with Lumix GF2 recently,

The white one is nicer actually O_O

See what they can do (: *One touch, focus, and *snap. NICE.

The big problemo is, THE PRICE IS ABOUT RM2,000++ FML I DON'T HAVE THAT MUCH MONEY, so, sigh, another dream.

Few days agao, Justin and Selena went Hawaii, F those reporters, make my heart break.

This is really happening, OHMYGOD, stop JELENA!

And see what those haters did, LMAO.

Seriously?

HAHAHA.

And then there's me.

Recently, I'm so moody, moooooody.

#你知道吗? 我相信了你很久很久, 结果我还是被你的甜言蜜语骗了

我越来越觉得自己很犯贱, 我的地位何时被你贬得那么低微去了?

说要就要, 不要就不要, 原来我是你想象那种女生

我突然觉得你很狗, 很卑鄙, 很腿, 很下流, 很无耻, 很不要脸, 很自以为

然后为你这个人渣没有心情了一整天, 一整晚

你还要我去信息你? 你够了吗?

I suddenly felt tons of feeling running inside my heart, complicated, yet so simple, because I've fallen.

How cruel can a boy be?

Teenage romance fucks my life.

BUT THE WORST THING IS, hiswordsstillmeltsmyheart #nolove

Hmm, lame post ): But I've been writing it the whole day, thanks Twtter and Facebook.

Lol, holidays? Great.

No mood at all for the week, reasons? The exam is coming, and of course.. *someone

Just hung up a phone, I was so mad. But he never called back also. So..

This picture tells it all. Tumblr is my life.

Keep asking myself why should I care so much, seriously, he's a flirty.

"女生就是那么容易相信自己喜欢的人的话"

Well, just blogging how sad I am now, since my sister went out with her friends.

Oh and, The #RoyalWedding yesterday, 29th of April.

Look how cute is Kate and Will (:

You want a Royal Wedding too? Don't worry.

Prince Harry is also a fever now! LOL, ten years later imma be his wife :D

And he's naughty too haha.

teehee.

But I'll still love lovely Justin Baby, always

muack.

The biggest event of last week......... JUSTIN BIEBER NEVER SAY NEVER MY WORLD TOUR!

Omfg, it was like a dream come true, my hubby came to Malaysia!

I love this the most :$ I'l never forget that night, 21/4/2011, every girl's dream <3

The lucky OLLG, it means One Less Lonely Girl, *like every beliebers know okay? Hahaha* was not me ): So sad ): We are sooo jealous LOL.

AND GUESS WHAT HE SAID?! "It's so hot here, it must be all the pretty girl out there!" OMG, we screamed and screamed and screamed like crazy.

Also, congrats to him for having 9million beliebers already in twitter! owh em gee A_A

We do hope you'll come back Malaysia bieber baby (:

Okay then I had a bieber fever the next day, IT WAS REALLY A FEVER, and skipped skool LOL. I wanna thanks sasa so much for the panadols too ;)

Sunday I went to J O G A T H O N! omygosh, it was so fun! We.. walked, actually. Because running 10km is really, really tiring. Took a lot of photos, we really loved the cameras O_O

Zile and jimmy were posing all the time, funny, I love these friends so much (:

SEE THESE GUYS hahaha (:

Two little girls LOL.

Waiyeh Ryan olingo.

US *muack.

It was like, AFTER YOU WALKED 10KM IN JOGATHON, THEN TO PETALING STREET FROM JALAN HANG TUAH, AFTER ONE BIG ROUND, BACK TO HANG TUAH AGAIN WHAT DA FARK! You know what it feels? urgh. I'm so proud of myself.

After that, RED RIDING HOOD in pavi :D

NICE MOVIE. At first we thought Peter, the middle boy in the poster is the werewolf but at last it is... OMG, you all really have to watch it! And Amanda Seyfried is so damn hot (:

wooots, goddess!

And before going in the cinema, met these two crazy dudes.

HAHAHA I can't believe they are taller than me == Oh whatever, but I still wanna get taller, 180cm please wohoo.

Hmm, hmm, hmm.

You? Ilikeditsomuchwhenweflirttoeachother,sosweetitmeltsmyheart.

All about you spreaded in my twitter account.

Well if you're seeing this you shud know LOL. But I think you won't.

SO I'M TALKING TO MYSELF ==

#My mood follows you.

This feel sometimes sucks.

*Cause whenever, U Smile I Smile.

Oh, and, I heard a lot of couple appeared again, pray for them. (:

Life goes on again, continuing my busy life in skool ): AWWWWW.

Flalala in a bad mood now ): Bye

The weather is sooooo hot, and now I'm annoyed by my dad, calling me to study -.-

Ah, yes, exams again after exams. It's really tiring you know??!! Oh stupid skool.

Why I'm calling the skool stupid? Everybody agrees. Have you seen before.. Errr forget about it -.-

They cut our hair. I'm like HATE my hair now, seriously. The fringe is weird, so i cut a bob style thingy, and it became more weird, as I expected == And I regretted again

And the two stupid pimples on my face!! Omfg, fml. These two friends have been there for a week, zuzen keep teasing on me BECAUSE OF THE PIMPLES.

ARGHHHHHH TELL ME HOW TO GET RID OF PIMPLES! I've search the web.. But nothing really helps, fml more TT

Okay I'm being freaked out, just like #the one you miss doesn't ephing text you.

I've just finished JUSTIN BIEBER NEVER SAY NEVER 3D yesterday..

I have to tell, JUSTINBIEBERYOUARESOAWESOME!!!!!!!

Love every part in the movie :$ It's not insane okay guys -.- Maybe it is.. BECAUSE I'VE BOUGHT A PURPLE SHIRT JUST FOR HIM :$ Though I not so into purple :s

The most jealous part in the movie is the workers randomly pick some girls to the stage while babyJB is singing One Less Lonely Girl and the best part is he gives them flowerssss awwww ENVY.

SEEEEEEEE, not a clear image, but I've done my best hehe. I wish he can do that too in Malaysia ): I wish I could be the lucky one also (: I'm dreaming -.-

I want to share this vid of his perfect slow motion hair flipping scene too! KILLS ME!!

Whatever, I dont care if the rating was just 1.2/10, he is just so awesome (:

Love you biebs, forever!! #NeverSayNever, to your dreams peeps (:

After the movie we met up with daddy haha, he took us for dinner at La Bodega, a Spanish restaurant, yums. Then movie again, SOURCE CODE.

Luen shui movie again, summore need to watch until 12am something!!

Haih whatever, we need to spend time with beloved dad, right? (:

Okay that's a wrap for the movies. Hehe.

Now it's emo time again.

Hmm, it's enough, it's getting so bored.

Do you ever get tired?

The one who loves you most, sees you in silence, shhhhh (:

For the last, be proud is you have haters or copy-cat-ers, they love you and they just can't get enough, aww *muack muack

Tata byebye wulala (; Prepare to have another bad week tomorrow, fight!

BY THE WAY, follow me on twitter. @rawrcelyn and stay online for next week :$

*Time is gold, you said, it's April Fool's month already ): Aww i miss last year, doyouremember? Ormaybeyoudont, haha.

March, not a good month. Things that I don't wanna let them happen, happened.

I've changed my background, NICE RIGHT? Yepeng says it looks warm, and nice :$ If you're seeing this and you have comments please leave something in that effing empty cbox, sigh, regret that I didn't save my previous one -.-

Well, if you guys want to search for some nice blog templates, try what I'm using (: click here for tons of them, but most of them don't have the commenting thing, and you'll have to edit the html yourself, SO HARD WORK. Or try shabbyblogs.com and thebackgroundfairy.com for easier ones! Peace.

Hi, I liked this much (:

I'm still so addicted to LOMO, my friend had just bought instax mini 7s, I got a golden half from Quek Ren Yee (: But sadly I don't know how to take the film out, *SOB*

I've finally watched black swan that day, with my mum, so awkward, many sex scenes O: Luen shui movie like sucker punch, all of them have mental problems zzz.

The horrifying make up :s

And the lesbo scene -.- Wierd right watching it with mum? LOTS OF LAUGH.

There's still so many movie I wanna watch, but so busy, grr, exam's around the corner again! Ish.

Hmm, these days many upset things happened.. Why so bad luck uh? O_O Friends getting busted, and some are sad cz of their love ones..

And for me? Aww, that's too much, tired (: But I was happy, WAS, I swear, with you, everything goes right.

We really have to cheer up, as they say, crying won't solve problems. AZA AZA FIGHT.

HI

Suffering from stress iiish, my eyes getting smaller day by day! fuqs.

Thank you guys for concerning, but you all won't ever know, only she knows me much. iloveyouwanjin.

YAY, finally a slightly epic wall post, off to do my works again ): Fuck CH, buhbyeeee, xoxo hugs and kisses!

I just feel like..

C

R

Y

I

N

G

.

Can you feel my heart beating, hear my heart breaking, see my heart bleeding?

I want you to stay close, don't go.

So sick of you, so sick of love ):

I like seeing your name appearing in my message inbox, I really do.

Don't you?

#you'reholdingmeback

Well.. Hols's gonna end too actually -.- One more day.

Guess what, i spent most of my holidays in JAPAN, JEH-PAN!!

I'm so in love with this picture hahaha. Japan was fun, totally.

Appreciated the toilets hahhaa all so high tech! :B

I'll never forget this trip.. Cause, the day i went there was the day earthquake and tsunami happened O_O 1132011.

#prayforjapan

#iclosemyeyesandpray

Oh My Justin Bieber (:

Hmmmmm so lucky that he's by my side.

Caring and loving, so happy about that :$

Haha, But sadly, sadly I still can't make up the decision yet ): Sigh.

Everyday everyday everyday I'm thinking about you you you (:

So many homeworks..........

And i dont wanna do :P I know, Iknoweverybodyhasthesamethought.

Hahaha so I'm not alone :D

Okay, short post here. Gotta go mum's house teehee, imisshersomuch.

So confusing, complicated.

Idk whether i shud or shudn't, so scared of falling in love again, so I told you to give me more time (':

I know you love me hahaha, i felt happy, warm, being with you was like so calm, so right.

I know you'll be nice to me more than anyone else, or even me to myself, caring, loving, i shud be glad.

But when I asked myself that question i couldn't even answer it. Such a failure, so epic.

I began to doubt my feelings hahaha, maybe i shud keep up the current status or into a relationship?

Really don't know how ): I don't wanna disappoint you, cz you have such big hope on me.

Whatever, don't think about it first.

BECAUSE,

EXAM'S ON THE DAY AFTER TOMORROW! ARGH I DON'T KNOW WHERE TO START.

thinki'mgonnafailtheseexamsshit.

So sweat that everyone's studying and I'm frankly not, epic phailure too zz.

Tv. Phone. WiFi everyday, yay.

Sleepy now, dk whether shud share this post or not hahahahhahahah.

Hello Stupid Dylan (: